Well school sux. And i wish that it would end. Thank God that it will be over in another year. Today was slow and boreing. It was good dureing welding class up at the vocational, but once i got to the high school it sucked. Though i have to admit that watching Robots in my 3rd block class is cool. I felt as though i was weighed down for some strange reason and people wouldn't leave me alone. Ya what a shock.

Well one day i had a really weird eperince. Also sorry about what this means to a person i know will eventualy read it. Well anyway, i had been increaseingly talking to a girl named Sarah. I then started to grow and like her. Both of use that is. Don't feel like explaining the use part to all thoses who don't know. Well one of my friends told me she wasn't dateing a guy she was hanging all over. Well the next day i saw her after my friend told me that she asked if i was going to ask her out. Well when i saw that for some strange reson i freaked but kept it under control. It was like a flame being lit for the first time. My fison darkened and started to blurr and i started to shake badly. I grew hungrey in a bad way. I wanted to hit anything i could. I didn't care who. That guy infuriated me. I wanted to ripe his jugular vains out. I had to fight to keep something from happening that wasn't sapose to happen. Something was raiseing for the deepths of my soul and i couldn't stop it. THough i managed to calm down after she left and was nolonger around me. Then i was drowned by her image. All i could do was think about her. THough i liked her i should have stopped from thinking about her so i could focuse on school, but she had got me in such and up roar it was crazy. This beast inside me wanted to be freed and i couldn't for that sake of some people let him out to unleash his furry. I don't understand how he could like her though. He cares for Artamis, but doesn't want ot be with her. THis is weird. Any way i'm not crazy... or am i... 0.o.... -.-`

Well, i know my first blog was boering and dull but i needed to get that out because nobody here can talk about it withou getting mad or not knowing a damn thing about what they are talking about. Well on to new things. Like the fact that i enjoying writeing. It is a great past time for me. I am writeing a story about a girl that is thrown back in time to the days of fuedle japan, but i can figure out how to get her there. Also she some how removes a spell that releases two demons. One is a fire demon the other is a half-fire demon and half-wolf demon. The half breed is named Baku and he is short and has shaggy red hair. He has hands like humans but more like claws. same with his feet there like human feet but more like claws. he has red fur around his hand and feet. He is tan and dosen't were a shirt. He weres traditonal japanes yakous(pants for those who don't know). His brother is arogant and has choosen the path of conquest. he wants to clam the sword that baku wears on his back. Te sword is called Somara and enhances all powers of a fire demon. The Boja is another sword that he uses that inhances his wolf demon powers and they were both given to him by his father before he died. They then got into a fight party over the swords and partly over a woman. A demon god saw this and placed a spell on them. They were frozen in a blue shell untile awoken. And then i get smacked in the face by writers block. I have no weapons for bakus brother or a name. i don't know what the spell is that was placed on them or what to do to further the plot. I'm stuck and its driveing me insane. I love writeing about fuedal japan but come on. Why does writers block have to hit me at a time when i'm haveing a writers break through. please help me?

Would communisum realy be bad for the world. When I talk about communism i'm not refering to the soviet unions evil version of it. I am talking about the communist manafesto written by Karl Marx. The thought of communism at first though seems wrong but what about true communism. True communism is were the working class rises up to take away the middle class. Every ine would be equal and the world would be at peace. Not to metion that there would be no civil goverment. In order for it to work it would have to be abolished. Not to mention every one would have to do it all at once. It can't be a one country deal. It would all have to be at the same time. Thus world peace would follow, but not just after that. All weapons would have to be taken away as well. Would entire countries willing let down there gaurd for the sake of peace? I mean we all know that there will be one counrty that will take advantage of the moment. But what if it could be done? Why not try to do it? I think if it was done slow and carefuly it would be possible. But then also has to wounder about the bad side of all this. NATO would have to de broken there for the would be no world wide protection. Most all technology would have to be destroied. That is technology made for war fare. Are these just thoughts of a mad man or could this be done. Who knows but as long as the world pushes for new technology and ways to fight. Fighting will exist. Its human nature to fight. It may be the one thing that destroies use as well. Compations don't help the cause eather. In fact if any thing it makes it worse. Failure for some is hard to take and it can cause anger. People will fight over simple things and stupid things. Why though? Because we fight true communism is nearly impossible. another thing that hinders it is maturity. High schoolers act like they are in elmentry school. They call people pricks just for being happy about being with there girl friend and not wanting to break up with them for another person. Don't take my word for it though. Read the communist manafesto and make your own choice of veiws about it.