Guys i was watching the movie Johnny Cash and it spoke to me. What spoke to me even more was his music video Hurt. It mad me think. What the hell am i doing thats so damn great. Not to mention i always hurt the ones i care for most. I try to walk a thin black line and never make it to the end. I always seem to fall. Ether in the middle or right when i think i've made it. Life tends to kick you when your down and then laugh. Its hell. I fell alon lost an as cold hearted as ever. And damn it i'm tired of feeing this way. No matter how much kindness is given to me. No matter how many people love me i still feel completely alone. I could be at a family reunion and feel alone. All i want to do is walk out and be forgotten for ever. As people forget as the passing of time wears at there minds. What is wrong with me. Why do i have to savagely beat at myself to feel anything. Love is a forin feeling i fear i will never know and anger is my best friend. It is a tide that i never seem to escape.