To day was strange. I elt alone and empty. I would look to see what was happening around me only to see the blur of people. I could work but my mind would always drifting elsewere. All i see are dark vessels of evil and indiscretion. And most of all i felt as though i was loseing myself. I feel lost in a never ending vorex leading to the abyss. Darkness has concumed what ever it had not before. I felt anger and my own loss of insanty. I felt comeplety out of control. It was as if i could see, but not act.