I came home today and was working outside. I started getting pritty sad and then started to talk to God. Though it was more of a prayer then anything. Anyway i was saying that i was so alone and that i wish i knew my perpose and that i had someone to share it with. I also said that i would wish that he would say something back for once to let me know he was listening. Anyway when i was done i started to work again and then the dogs barked. I turned to see a white tailed deer run past me. It was so beautyful. I mean it was like nothing i have ever seen before. Normaly white tailed deer don't have to white of tails. This deer had a white tail. It was as though it symbolized purity and innocence. Then at the sunset i looked at the lake and the trees behind it were a beautlyful red. it looked like a painting. Nothing has ever stood out that much let alone a deer pass by me no more then 12 feet away. It was so marvelous. It let me know that he was watching. I felt for the first time truly happy. For those brife moments i felt that he had everything under control. That i wasn't alone. I was reasured that he does have poewr.